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Friday | April 4th, 2008

Racists In International Gaming Communities

It’s only a matter of time before i write about this, so i might as well get this over with so i can go back to playing. I have been playing MMOG’s for years now. I play on local servers.. international servers… commercial servers… even private servers. I noticed something that didn’t me bother as much but is rly puzzling me in some way that i don’t understand.

I know that everyone is a little racist… that everyone suffers a little superiority complex when it comes to groups and subgroups. Country, race, region.. hell.. even school… Everyone who belongs to a group almost always thinks that their group is somewhat a little superior than the next one.

Living in an archipelago(multi-island country), it doesn’t rly surprise me that every person who belongs to a certain province /city/ municipality(take your pick it doesn’t rly matter which), thinks that they are somewhat different from the person who comes from a different place. Different in a way that they get treated differently than when interacting with someone who is from the same place. I don’t get it. Why do we have to be so judgmental about it. Why do we judge people based on where they are from instead of getting to know them first? Saves us time? Blargh.. I just don’t like it.

I hate being labeled. Even if the label is a good thing. I just don’t think people can be categorized. Sure it helps to understand a little about a person’s cultural background to be able to understand them better. But it just rly is plain insulting to be treated like every other person who share the same group as you do. Like for example, Filipinos have a bad reputation when it comes to international gaming communities. Most of them, especially those who live in the Philippines, are prone to grouping together and shunning everyone else out of their group. I’m not even talking about just Filipinos. Even the French do that. Sure they can make up excuses like language barriers.. but.. hell its an INTERNATIONAL community, what do they expect? Carry their own flags like other people aren’t welcome into their stupid little group. Treat same race ppl better than ppl who dnt share their race. It’s just not right.

But all hope is not lost. Which is why i still kept playing despite these little annoyances. There are still some people who keep an open mind when inside communities like these. People who are not afraid to interact with more people, with people different from them. While it is true that mmogs are the place to be if you’re looking for assholes, I also found real nice kids there.

I’m no hardcore gamer. I do not believe in playing the game just to beat other people at it. I believe in playing because of the bonds it creates among players. Someone told me that if i don’t push the game to its fullest potential i’m doing great INJUSTICE to the game developers. I don’t believe that a game was created to keep people hooked to it for the mere purpose of beating other people. We have sports for competition. Video games are becoming sport for some people, careers for others. Which suck, because i believe that we’re doing the game developers GREAT INJUSTICE by playing like assholes. Games are supposed to open our minds to different possibilities of life. Games are supposed to take us away from the monotony of everyday living. Its supposed to make us smile. Not break a sweat and make us nervous.

Can never have too much Miguel

April 25th, 2008

John Rambo

i’ve been scouring the internet for miguel customizations. and i’m not really surprised to find some at the only place i would have thought of finding some. Tekken Zaibatsu.

That place has been a source of tekken information for me (esp customizations) since tekken 5. But Tekken 6 release to US

shores has really stunted their information gathering. The game was released here in the Philippines far earlier than it ever hit the US. I was really looking forward to their customizations page. But hell.. they still don’t have it up and running.

Their forums has never been this useful to me. I usually avoid reading forums because for the most part its just bickering among forum members and ass-kissing between clan members or group members of a certain arcade, especially among Philippine Tekken clans/ gangs/ guilds/ groups from different parts of the country from different arcades.

Enough about them. Let me get back to Miguel. My cousin saw his default matador outfit i posted a couple of days back.

And she snickered a little and suppressed her own laughter. But i got it out of her anyway. She thinks Miguel looks somewhat gay. So i had to find a really manly customization for Miguel. (For the record, i still love the matador outfit)

And here’s what i found on the zaibatsu forums.

The Challenger’s John Rambo customization. Who’s gay nao?

the mother of all excuses

April 16th, 2008

i’m starting on a new job tomorrow and i’m going to be real busy. no longer “just too lazy” to make new comics, i have a new excuse now for not posting. not that i really need an excuse for it because either way i’d post when i feel like posting.

on the upside, a new job means exposure to a new environment which hopefully give me a new perspective on life. it’ll force me into situations that would invoke other emotions from me aside from my current favorite i like to call, “frustration”. anyway, as usual the pay sucks. the workload is great and the employers are not exactly what you’d want but hey.. as long as it’d help pay the bills, i guess i don’t have much of a choice. seeing as i’m not very special and i don’t have talent. there’s no other place for me to go but to a normal cliche sameshitdifferent day kind of job. just like everyone else. if it works for them, why the hell won’t it work for me… although i could probably think up a lot of different reasons why not, i’d just try not to think at all this time. bear always told me i over analyze things and i really shouldn’t. its gonna eat up too much of my life until there’s nothing left.

i wish wishing me luck would actually help me get through the day. i need something. a reason to live. mmmmmmmm… mmmmyaaaaaw..

Tekken’s Manly Man

April 9th, 2008

miguel_tekken_6.jpgIts been a few months since tekken 6 came out in the philippines, and i haven’t bought my own card yet. I haven’t rly decided on a character either. I mean i love playing kuma. I’ve always played kuma. of course its very hard to win with kuma but i love playing him so whadahek. i’m not playing to win against the other guy. i’m still learning. but there’s this one guy.. this man.. this manly man. Miguel. Aside from his rugged good looks,  it’s actually  fun playing Miguel. It almost feels like kuma. I’m considering buying a card even if i’m not really good at playing Miguel yet. I’d really love to dress this guy up. XD Although his bullfighter matador outfit looks hot, i’d really love to see other customs for Miguel. I’ve seen a few Miguel cards and i’m really disappointed in how they dress up their Miguel. But enough about his looks, I want a card to record my progress with a card though. I’m just not sure if i’d be playing enough to finish a card, and do justice to this character. Some people are different. Some kids buy cards AFTER they have mastered a character. I prefer otherwise. I don’t wanna farm wins just because i can. I wanna enjoy the game and see how well i play with other kids, and how i progress through the game as a fighter. I’m not gonna pose as some Brawler then get beat up by a 10-yr-old child playing lili. I don’t want a high rank that i don’t deserve. and a win rate that lacks integrity.

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